If the fight was against the whole world I would have never let them win. But what do we do when the fight is with our own damn self? The emotions, thoughts and people from your past wins over your mind everyday, eventually creating a loop of never unwanted endless questions and thoughts that makes you wanna escape your existence and there comes a point where drugs, alcohols no more helps you to escape. It pushes you to think how vulnerable person you are . There is nothing that can burn you more than self hatred and guilt. There is no stronger enemy than your own mind.