The truth was, I've been deceived by so many people I loved, I no longer trusted anyone. It wasn't my fault. I'd been blinded. I've been crushed but not broken. I was still emotional but then in the end, it hit me. I wasn't mad, I was hurt, the aching pain in my chest felt like water had been drizzled over hell, putting out all fires and only leaving the ashes of those sadden people who had tried to escape the dark, twisted, unwelcoming feeling of loneliness.