Black like looking back and seeing everything that's bad.
Black like after getting beat up and everyone turning there back.
Like the pain that flashes before your eyes. Like the tears sweat and pain that really only ruins people's lives.
Black like someone getting shot in the middle of the night. Like the blood dripping and them saying they hope you die.
Black like everything that's now going wrong in your life...you try to hold on to that one positive thing but you just wanna end your life.
Black like not understanding why everything is happening. Why everything keeps going wrong when you're trying so hard to do right.
Black like midnight but when there is no light. No moon no stars not even a beam from a small flashlight.