• annu75 9w

    Fear within

    I lie on my bed, soaking my pillow with my tears.
    I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear.
    Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack?
    Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back?
    What is it that I'm afraid of?
    Why am I so scared?
    Is it the people I've hurt or the people who've hurt me?
    Am I afraid of everything that I can't seem to see?
    Is it the love of my family or the loss of my friend?
    Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy?
    What is it that I fear most?
    What do my eyes say I'm scared of?
    Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise?
    Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die?
    Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp?
    Is it all the memories of my horrid past?
    Is it me?
    Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can't be?
    The things that I try to understand?
    The me that I try to be with when I'm feeling sad?
    The person I'm expected to be? Is that what I fear?
    I think the thing I fear most...is me.