thought you might like to know
that I've been struggling somewhat still
with who I am and who I want to become
none of it makes much sense
and I'm not so sure in which direction to head next
so I simmer somewhere in the middle
trying to decide just where to go now
and I wonder if you wonder
I ponder in the blunder
in a mix of mess in silly tongue twisters
does she love me?
or love me not?