Kissing you, a good idea?
Kissing you in that moment would've been like fixing myself for a few seconds and then have myself scatter the pieces all over again.
Kissing you in that moment would've meant that I give myself hope to the uncertainty we have between us.
Kissing you in that moment would've been like getting my hopes up high and having gravity give me a reality check by throwing me back hard on the ground.
Kissing you would've never been a good idea because what we were is something maybe we can't ever be again.
Kissing you would've never been a good idea because I know I would break down all over again and fall in love with you and maybe you wouldn't.
Kissing you in that moment would've been a good idea just because, out of all these infinite reasons, there was one reason, I should've let myself flow in the love that I felt for you.
It was only a good idea because I am so in love with you that I could give you the chance to break my heart over and over again.
But is that what I should do?
Is that a chance that I should've taken?