Being well aware of the purpose pretty much filfills the whole (purpose). Knowing where not to go, sometimes leads you to better places. But you keep going. Why. For what do you run, when the race is to check consistency (and not speed)?
Rightly its been said "Babu Moshaay, zindagi badi honi chahiye, lambi nahin."
Aap wahi samjho na, iss vicious circle ka koi end dhundo na?
Let the points that you already left, miss you. Come out, the sun is brighter here. Let it shine on you.