Why are you so afraid to fall in love?
It's not love that I am afraid of
I am scared of what is left behind
When love fades away
It is just that a feeling of disgust
Hits me right at my face when I get
Flashbacks of those years of effort
And commitments going in vain
Trust me it is hard to stare at the wall
In the middle of the night and telling
Yourself that tomorrow will be better
Honestly, it is too much work to start
All over again.