What makes you hardly sleep and easily awake in nighttime?
As I lay down in bed
I close my eyes
It’s the time where my mind starts to overflow of
ideas on what to write
some memories that could make me feel the past
things I want to happen
things I want to happen again
things that may rarely happen
or worst, things that may never happen
Things that will just forever stay in solely dreams and memories
And maybe, in an ideal world.
I open my eyes and started to write
those words all faded away
I feel empty
I feel nothing
Everything is a blank space for me at all
I am just in the here and now
Wondering my own existence.