I'm at that place where I know I'm loved
And more importantly, where I love myself.
I found that place and parked there.
Told myself I had to stay no matter what tried to shake me,
And I sat in my car kicking myself for the friday night $20 dollar parking and dreading my next introductions.
I dont know if I was scared to connect to someone else for what felt like the hundredth time or scared that I couldn't make that connection anymore,
But I walked across the street and watched you work for twenty minutes.
I couldnt stay long, just long enough to get a glimpse of the man in his element.
But something about that glimpse made the dollar-a-minute parking all worth it.
Now I think I'd pay $20 bucks to see you everyday for the next two months.