and there are those days, you wake up feeling the rest of the world has moved somewhere else and you're surrounded by some shallow words, mostly mocking your numbness. those are the days when you feel like crying, for almost no valid or tangible reason. you're not probably sad, it's just that there are some unborn feelings of no perceptible substance trying to come to the light. your chest becomes heavy and murky. you cry. you cry because giving birth is painful.