• jazzgard93 6w

    I've made a mistake. I'm still in love with you.

    Those words echo through my hollow sank heart. Five years now we've been apart. One touch and our lives changed forever. We should have known better then to endeavour each other's insecurities. Finding security in our impurities.

    I've made a mistake I'm still in love with you
    Those eyes, that laugh. I've made a mistake.

    But by then it was too late. Fate had other plans playing time like sand slipping through our fingertips, no longer building grand castles and ships upon park benches. Gulping neat whiskey pretending we had never been apart. Together from the start.

    I've made a mistake I'm still in love with you

    But the mistake was always mine. I made it that time we ran through long grass gasping at stars. I squeezed your hand in fear of being apart. I squeezed too tightly. I squeezed until you slipped away. I should of held you lightly.

    The mistake was always mine. I inflicted pain upon my skin. Hid in doorways, you'd never win. I laughed when I should of cried, I cried when I should have laughed. The mistake was always mine.