often , when you want something so dearly and the destiny doesn't do a favor .
you try to adjust with whatever that comes in your way. Ofcourse , somehow that confidence on the inner self looses and the outer happening are so well beyond us to be made aligned , show a sign.
Yes , it feels detach somehow .No ,not emotionally. Its like you become strong..strong enough to come out brave with a another defeat by destiny.
Alaas!! it doesn't hurt again~? or does it ~?