• shreyansi 9w

    all i want you to know...

    sitting at my table, writing in my diary.... wondering what hurts me the most? you ask?
    of all the relationships that cost?
    yeah. they were indeed relations which ended on short terms yet, i didn't cry but kept walking... many came and went.. yet i was solid as rock... you blamed me... maybe it was my fault.... you thought i was the one who couldn't feel a thing because how would you know what goes inside of me?
    you never cared, you didn't see of all the suffering going through me... but for you it was nothing... silent cries, silent screams.
    oh honey, you don't understand silence is louder than anything else.... you didn't notice you never stood by me.... all you could just say but barely could do anything... and i felt so bad... you just left me with a crack in my heart... it will never heal.... i could do nothing but just conceal with a smile on my face....
    it bleeds sometimes and the pain... it hurts... so bad.... but i just conceal waiting for it to heal.... all i want you to know is.... if you are real then stay... for all the people who you truly love... stand by them no matter what....
    all i want you to know.... don't let them confide in themselves... they may have a battle going on inside.... all i want you to know is when you fall in love... love them everyday and more....
    and someday you will realize they were worth something.... but you failed to notice....