The thing doesn't scares me now
It failed to do so
after a while
Such is the notion of failure to me
It's a habit
Coming in
Going out
Everyday it happens almost-
every single time
A week ain't a full week without it
Doubt is the one it comes along with
It has its own charm
I am talking about doubt, you see
It looks so seductive
It looks so fragile
Making you wanna embrace it
and make it your own
That's how my self doubt began
It has never left since the day
I gave it my support
It has never left since the day
I made it my own
So has failure never left since then
Neither for any breaks
Nor for some cigarette delight
It just stays there
In a corner
Sitting on a stool
Staring at me with its eyes' mocking me now
Attacking randomly in the day
Constantly killing my dreams at night
and murdering some of them at daytime
Ah, it is what is
I'm used to this now
Yet it leaves me baffled sometimes
I have changed
But it still remains the same failure all time