Do you know what it is to sit next to a person. To look at them and be in complete fucking awe of every single millimeter of their skin. Literally you could stare at a tiny spot all day and be happy as fuck. Damn it is so hard to be in love! Truest, deepest, heart fucking pounding love. My hatred for it is almost all consuming because I stumble over what to say in person. Please understand I have no idea how to make my mouth say what my brain wants it to. Just know that I love you so much that fireworks leap about my insides. Whatever soul I have dances about like a raver on ecstasy. Blood in my body quickens and grows hot traveling to my naughty spots. I would love you forever honestly.