• tehils 9w

    She wishes

    She wishes she was clean
    She wishes she was full
    Instead of the usual empty and numb
    She wishes she felt the love they claimed to give
    She wishes she caused less pain
    She wishes she brought more smiles
    Instead of tears and pain
    She wishes she didn't disappoint
    And yet she can't bring herself to recognize the truth
    She's failing
    Cause it stings
    She wishes that instead of bringing ruin
    She brought perfect construction
    She believes it's impossible
    But she keeps wishing