It's really hard.
Because I want to tell people how I'm really feeling,
but whenever someone asks me how I'm doing I just tell them I'm fine and that my life is going great.
I don't even know why I lie,
because to be honest I don't want to.
I want to tell someone that I'm in so much pain that I just want to die,
but something inside of me keeps saying:
" Don't tell them. They don't care",
and then my mouth starts telling lies.