• preetikheechee 9w

    Ignorance is all what I deserve

    Life is full of children around me
    But only one becomes my special child
    I need to learn I have no role to play in his life
    I need to learn he has his own big world of special & most loving friends
    I need to learn my gesture of affection is a disturbing factor for him
    I need to learn I am not the right person to be a part of his life
    I need to learn to stay aloof
    I need to learn I am not worthy of human emotions
    I need to learn to move away
    I need to learn to feel guilty of all my caring gestures which are futile
    I need to learn I am meant to be ignored
    I need to learn I am the worst
    I need to learn to loose hopes
    I need to learn to stop expecting
    I need to learn to never dream
    I need to learn not to maintain any bonds
    I need to learn to seclude myself from all the happiness of life
    I need to learn to struggle with my own thoughts
    I need to learn to pass days until life comes to an end
    I need to learn to survive with this evil heart