Fatigue

_griffin_
Long after the demise of my love my heart still searches
I cannot achieve my dreams of you beside me
But my soul still stretches out to feel you beneath me
Feel your warm finger tips against my cheeks
Feel your love heal my wounds
But alas I am tired of trying
Love never aided just added
Added more to my list of things to fail
Added more to list of things that pain
Added more to the list of things that stain
Stain my soul, my life and my everything
I give up on love to end my suffering
I know you told me to try...
I don't think you knew it was you the whole time
That idea wasn't very bright
Now I thank God for the fatigue...
I'm fading slowly from the love light
Goodbye today, forever and sleep tight
For every single night
©_griffin_