I guess even words are not enough,
Sudden actions might seem inappropriate,
And my many thoughts can't be read aloud.
My heart however is unbothered and beats relentlessly,
Probably passing a message I can't fathom,
If only it would beat with a different rhythm maybe then I can empathize.
How do I express myself when words refuse to form?
And my usually expressive face is not even cooperating,
The emotions threaten to spill over but there's no channel.
I need to know me,
I need to communicate something,
I don't know what it is but I must be heard this time.