• leah84 9w

    Twinkle twinkle on a star to far
    I wanna become what u are
    As i gaze to a lonely dark sky
    Sadness appears as tears swalllow the eye
    Queens too stumble the line
    Truth is i wonder in time could i be fine
    Life is not what i intended it to be
    Fighting for love needing to see
    Teach me to trust n the will to understand
    Because alone i stand with an empty plan
    Hear my prayers on these abandoned stairs
    Guide me to safety
    Lost myself lately
    Help me not hate
    Before fate is too late
    No longer great to a optionless mind state


    No more holding composure now wilting away looking for closure
    Minds of the same no longer explain
    From a losing game of tourture n pain
    Allow me to stay sane as bad memories overcome the brain
    Just a number just a name now just a thought that will remain



    Where am i destined why so many lessons
    Lifeless n no expression As i still question
    I needed your heart i needed your soul
    Spiraling down n lost control
    Life of misery life of deceit
    Strength went weak n now cant speak
    Body went cold feelings turned numb
    Story bout over its been a hell of a run
    Didnt die of drugs didnt die by a gun
    A broken heart n away i spun
    I thought id make it but love aint shit so alone in the bath now i sit
    I loved hard battered n scarred
    I miss the old lee where can she be found
    As i lay amongst the ground n look around theres no sound just a nobody who couldnt be crowned




    No more holding composure now wilting away looking for closure
    Minds of the same no longer explain
    From a losing game of tourture n pain
    Allow me to stay sane as bad memories overcome the brain
    Just a number just a name now just a thought that will remain
    ©leah84