• bluelamp 34w


    Call me a baby but my life seems like a pain. Got me up all night going insane. Got me hating everything just wanting to go away. Stress to max, depression to the ceiling. Keep a smile on my face cause I got to fake the feelings. Speaking about it doesn't make me feel better. Makes me feel like I'm the crazy one.  I don't believe anybody can relate. I created self inflicted wounds that I have to take. Once upon a time I was happy. I had connection people would kill for. I was at peace. This world around me didn't matter. Days went by like regular. Lost in peace. Lost in time. Then quickly dragged back to hell. My peace became a dream,a desire. Everything.