I'm sorry I got too close to you like a fly get's way too close to a web, Almost life changing and suicidal... Wouldn't be me; Except I really got caught. Trapped in your silkiness, and trapped in my mind, Trapped in the capped concentration of whatever you could find About me. Blaring 'Life's a Bitch' Nas telling me how it is. No way out of the truth unless I lie to my own face. A true business man, but I'm fighting my own case. Real to myself, but I'm my own disgrace. I'm sorry. I'm sorry you're a 20ft fence; I can't get over you. I wish you always knocked at, and kicked down my door: Like you were a Jehovah shoe. Frank Ocean and late night reflections; What's the point of truth? Cause it feels like you're the worlds best defender; Blocking every shot I shoot. I'd dig down to the depths of Youtube; If 'amazing' was a vine, You'd probably be the root. You're rich in beauty; A treasure I'd want to loot. You dress humble, yet smart; A combo that I'd think would suit. If Adam and Eve's tree really existed; You'd be the forbidden fruit. Because I can't have you. Since the rest are mediocre; You'd be the only the 10/10 movie that I can view. You're so amazing that if you split in half I'd gladly have two of you. Buy a brand new mirror and look at you. Alcohol... What a stimulant it is. No Amphetamine... no Ketamine. Greed is labyrhintine. If a teen of nineteen is keen on contravene, Then it would be absolutely obscene if I abandoned liberty. I have to clean up my act if I want to put on a salubrious scene.