Tab on my tongue, filling my lungs like they're about to burst. I reach into the dark cravasses of my mind and see beauty in all. My life is temporary, but my thoughts are extraordinary. How many years ago, how many deaths I can't let go? I can heal my mind and save my heart from darkness. Sifting through my will to be, oh Mother, please come to me. Please show me the way. You're all in my blood and please know that you are loved. I know my life will end, so I surrender.