I can't expect to find some one at the drop of a hat.
I can't always get what I want.
I can however want what I can't have
That's what makes him so special
I know I could never have him
But it doesn't make me want him any less
I think it gives him a certain…intrigue
Its helps knowing that he won't break my heart
How can you lose something you never had?
That's a very good question
Because if you never have it, the harder it is to find.
Then the harder it is to find
The harder it is to lose
Does that make sense?
We have a secret love affair
But I'm the only one who knows it exists
He is in my imagination
And I can see him for real
But never touch him, but he can't leave my mind
Does that make him mine?
I like to think it does
I think this kind of relationship is the best kind
Because it doesn't exist physically
I don't care that he doesn't want me.
That doesn't stop me from longing for him
That just makes me want to try harder.
The harder I seem to try
The luckier I seem to get
I don't ever have to worry about being unlucky you see.
All I have to do is close my eyes
Then there he is, no one can force my eyes to open
I just open them because
I like the mystery
I could live with him in my imagination for as long as I wanted
But why, I like to keep myself guessing
I control what's in my head
And sometimes I like surprises
Sometimes other people like to break my imagination
I can't let that happen
If I don't keep my imagination alive, who will?
Lovers or friends
Acquaintances or strangers
If I couldn't be his lover
I would still want to be his friend.
We may just be acquaintances
But at least we're not strangers
He is my high
And I never want to come down
I am loving every minute of this
Because I can never have him
And you can never lose what you never had