• alaapu 9w

    O how i wish

    To walk just right past you and have no effect on me
    To watch you smile and stop my heart flutter
    To see you talk to someone else and keep myself calm
    O how i wish
    To have stopped replying to that first message
    And ignored you cause ignoring you now burns me
    To stop myself smile at your first joke and stop the chain of memories
    The memories which were a perfect moment right there
    But the burden of those memories weigh heavy on me
    And stopped myself being trapped in this loop
    A loop which is delicate yet too strong to be broken
    O how i wish