• anaparis 5w


    I watch myself
    At a distance
    It's like I am not present
    It seems as if
    I am a falling leaf
    Going through changes
    From color to color
    I wonder if the sky
    Was ever this big
    But I know my barriers
    Are bigger within my mind
    And it automatically attacks
    Hope when I feel down
    Because how dare they
    Wave some promising bait
    In front of me
    Just to get hooked
    And manipulated
    And hurt by
    My own flesh and blood
    To get torn by my own
    Inner demons
    To get wrecked by
    My inner barriers
    How do i escape this prison?
    How do i leave this room
    I know this is just a feeling
    And it will all go away soon