It felt heavy
Not once I missed my pills.
Jobs both at Private and Public sectors were near death.
Sheila Ma'am said
(She was an older version of Angelina Jolie)
Did I care about jobs.
Yes, I didn't.
What I cared about was missing Ispita.
Late night walks around the Campus.
Late night Dinners.
Discussions on Communism.
Stop being myself
Start being a faker again.
(Remember those threat calls)
This was your last class.
Sheila Ma'am announced.
Finally we are going back home
Yes, I replied.
I knew I was badly going to miss this Happy Pill of mine.
Yes, I wanted to tell her how I felt.
Yet these memories. You won't ever be mine but these memories are only mine.
It's been 8 years now.
She is getting married.
I was going to see my Happy Pill for the very last time.
And yes I don't take pills to see beyond the sea now. Remember those memories. They are still safe.