• ashestoashes 35w

    White walls

    These pills mess with my mind
    Makes me feel as if my heart rate is slowing down
    This isn't a game quit fucking around
    They're ruining my life
    I can barely write
    Makes me want to cry
    Want to hide.
    I shield myself from the world
    Throw a blanket over myself
    My mom removes my shield
    And says I need help
    I'm not crazy, I'm just lazy
    And don't think I should change
    There's nothing wrong with me
    I'm normal no anomaly no strange
    I don't need a test to tell me where I range.
    I am perfectly fine
    Please stop wasting my time.