Dear Past Me,
I find it safe to say you are the reason why
I am suffering so much. If only you had
spoken up. If only you had reported it.
But no you had to follow foolish advice
and be quiet. You had to try and endure
the pain alone. You caused me to start
thinking about self harm. You caused me
to ponder suicide. Are you proud of your
silence? Are you proud of who I had
become? Now I feel trapped I my head
all because of your silence. All
because of your stupidity. You
refused to seek closure now am
despising oxygen. Now I cant focus.
Now I am a shell. Now I am hurting.
Again I asked are you proud of your