And this morning feels different, it feels heavy. What have I done ? What's my fault? My heart feels so heavy and shattered, I'm not used to it, something is off, something is different, should I change? Cause I've been so hurt today, they say I don't understand, fine I don't. Even if I'm not understandable enough this is not what I was expecting this morning. Well, Making myself understand to stop uttering a word n be quite as much as I can, cause I've never seen this version of you ever.
~ Fuck!! It's hurtful, oh it's hurting mee. I wish I could reverse this morning.