It does not matter who you are
The thing matter is who you want to be
Rechoose and honest moves in consistancy
If lost mind so retreat to home
Accept that you are wrong,nobody can do wrong with you because God protects good from evil and when we leave God we got damage from own dirt and madness comes in form of other people
Not seeking the result or finding change in few action if you made a decision as commitment.It needs a particular limit of hard work and actions to reach to get a visible change i.e. cultivating power.
Just like seed sprouts from within you actions also sprouts from within as an original kunfu to stand on base of your purpose.