My friend, can you see it? Is it visible in my eyes? Aren't you able to see the pain that is engulfing me day-by-day? I am getting weaker with ever passing second. It is eating up on my body as well as on my soul. Depression is getting on my nerves and has the power to destroy me anytime now. I was strong once because I had you by my side always. But now, It feels like I am all alone in this battle against my own self. What was it that made you leave me in such critical situation? You made friends with those backstabbing people who got me in this excruciatingly painful situation. I warned you a thousand times to stay away from them. But you always tried to defend them by giving me different excuses every time. My love, was it so important to go away? You were my everything, what is it that took you away from me? or should I ask who? Once I was able to defeat this life-threatening disease with your support. Now, it feels like I am abandoned all over again. I can't even explain in words that how much pain it causes me every time you defend them. I am losing it all my friend, every shred of hope and strength left in me is abandoning me. My soul wants to fight but my body is giving up rather quickly. And I am very fragile to even speak it out. So, my friend, will you hear my grief without me saying it to you? Will you see through my eyes and save me from my own demons one more time? Or should I leave you alone with your newfound sense of deep friendship?