• blue_jay 5w

    Do you really like me?
    Or am I for your entertainment?
    You say you're my friend, that you'll always be there for me.
    But you talk behind my back.
    I'm sorry I get touchy at times, and annoying
    I hate myself when I'm like that.
    You don't have to remind I'm a fuckup

    7 seats at the table
    None left for me
    So I'll just go outside.
    More space for me

    14 years without you.
    I thought you would make me happy.
    But I guess I was wrong.
    Nothing can make someone like me happy.