The rain starts to pour i sit by my window with the music blasting in my ear, looking out the window while people rushing to and forth , vehicles passing and children playing and laughing . I look at the droplets of rain one by one as they fall getting lost in it all. The music changed to a sad love song and then the mood starts to change . The atmosphere became dark and cold It was like time stoped for a moment and there was a shift in my emotions, that lead me to thinking. I started thinking about love for some reason . I try not to focus on the negative side but this time everything stop and it was just me and my thoughts. I remember about two person's Inlove when they were young , sweet precious as they come I remember their story and how i fell inlove with it. To me it was beautiful Something i wish i could have one day. I remembered that they broke up and it puzzled me because of the whole back story behind it and after it........ it's hard that's hard that's all i could say i kept repeating that while tears starts to form; the slience hits and the music and the words flow into place and it captured everything i was feeling in that time and space and tears i was holding back finally escaped. I wondered how it could affected me like that and it was not me but i felt like i was broken up with , i felt like the flesh inside of me was been tourned out, i felt alone.
I stop the music and i sat there to myself and thought about all those loves stories that ended and if i felt this way how about how they felt. The rain kept pouring and time finally unfrozen and i stared out my window once more but this time , i was looking at all thoses people with their faces down and persons who was looking at the rain falling. I turn my eyes from the window now my thoughts are finally blanked I put my music back on and closed my eyes and just lay there on my bed.