• unheard_thought 5w

    Dear Ex best friend!
    Yes many days had passed by...we don't talk at all now...But still it feels like you have always been there...perhaps it's because of your words "I am always there for you" and my trust (the blind one) on you and your words...Well... it hurts a bit to say but the truth is... yes we are finally apart now...I don't know about any other word which you have ever said but this one 'BFF' was definitely a lie.... I also don't know how it went wrong but the night when we talked about our favourite movie ( for the last time) everything was so fine then...Emm.. Did my praising words about that 'hot villain' hurted you or my disagreement on your choice of dress the hero should wear made you hate me... I don't think any of my stupid option is the reason of our separation... as no doubt we were crazy as hell when together but our bond was as pure as heaven...
    Well... I don't want to blame you for anything but remember that day when we THREE met?...you gave me my favourite candy and I was super delighted like.."kya baat hai ..class me top wop ker gaye kya"...
    But the moment I got to know she got a big packet of her favourite chocolates from you...all my happiness vanished...you know..it hurted...neither because of her ..nor because of those chocolates...but because...I felt...that unique and special bond we shared...that priority which you used to give me was slightly fading away...

    Yes, that day I started feeling insecure for our friendship...insecure ,not from her ...but from you!

    I still remember, how healing our late night conversations used to be...but when after so long I came online that night...you said you were sleepy! And then when you said that I too should sleep as staying up till late won't be healthy for me...I felt so good! And even though I didn't wanted to, yet I forced myself to sleep!
    I might have slept peacefully that night...but in the morning when I got to know you chatted with her whole night, it was a bit painful...Was I really so damn disturbing?

    While these things..did you notice that I had stopped calling you from your nickname given by me..but used to take your real name...didn't this made situation awkward for you?
    Still I never asked why those promised of priority changed ...
    You were worried about why she wasn't online from last 2 hours...
    I wonder did you even got to know that I had kept you blocked for 3 days before we last talked...

    Dear bestie...that song by martin garrix 'There for you' wasn't just a song suggestion by you...but so stupid of me..I thought it was your way to tell me you'll always be there no matter what!.... and then it became just another childish thought of mine...

    But...even when you are busy in making them realise how much they mean to you...always remember... I'll still be there for you!

    Your 'once favourite'
    Faded Friend...

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