I wish I do not have feelings,
I wish I were empty,
I wish I do not care at all.
I wish that my mind is not twisted,
I wish I was not breathing heavily,
Heart ripped slowly into shreds, thinking about the possibilities of me,
Not being able to make you happy.
You are smiling, you are better,
I truly hope you are.
I cannot stand close,
Only see you from afar.
Maybe, you are happy with someone else or
happy on your own.
Whatever your choice should be,
As much as it would hurt me,
I'd let you be.
As long as my heart has space, you would have a place there,
It has always been you, now and forever.