Beauteous heart that I know you own.
A smile on my face, I am not alone.
Countless nights, I wish you were there.
Countless nights, I hope you did care.
Burying my soul upon your name.
Lifting my head as if I am in shame.
Wished I could of counted on you to be by my side.
Once again going on this scary ride.
You promised me that you would stand by me.
But why do I feel so ugly.
I hung my head up so high.
Why do I want to cry?
These are my last merciful tears.
Way beyond my pitiful years.
I loved and hated you all in one.