Why do I feel suffocated?
The tears are not against anyone
The blame is not upon anyone
But it's upon me
For I was so insecure
That every time she
Had a wonderful experience
I was there to be insecure and
Ruin it in all the possible ways
I regret it! I fucking regret it everyday!
And that regret haunts me everyday
I ruined her life,
For I gave her only tears and pain
For I made her frustrated with her life
The good human inside me has died
I am just not the guy I used to be back then
Still after all this she stands besides me
Holds my hand and says
"You are a good human and
I am here with you always don't worry!"
She is the one for any guy
But I don't deserve to be the one for her.