All my life I have had attachment issues.
Ask my cousins they will tell you,
All my life I had this feeling, that there was someone trying to leave me,
Feeling like this ain't easy.
Especially when your 30 with
And a husband now.
I get panicked every time they leave the house now,
I pray to God they come back to me.
God please protect my family
Bring them back safely.
I couldn't even enjoy my pregnancy both of them,
My husband knows all about those nights I couldn't sleep,
Hugging my belly,
So afraid God was going to take them back from me.
I even missed my big ol belly
When it was gone
Attached to anything that reaches my soul,
Yeah You can laugh at that
I know it sounds crazy
But the beauty is that I'm finally learning to fall back
No one wants to leave me hunny
Especially when I do right.
I am beautiful,
I am a Queen,
I own this castle,
My family loves me
There ain't no running away from this,
I will enjoy this ride and whoever
Deserves to be here.. will,
And who ever doesn't,
I'll let God steer the wheel.
Cuz he's my father and as long as I believe in him,
I shall never be alone
I am not alone. . Neither are you.
Let Go and let God take over
He'll never abandon you.