I never thought I'd get this attached
Yet here we are today.
It's funny how the more I tried to push you away ...
The closer we became.
How I tried to avoid the scars by putting myself through pain.
This is the truth and yes ... I know It sounds insane.
I was afraid
Because I knew once I got attached,
You'd become a necessity.
Not someone I wanted around
But someone I needed with me.
And though I'm still scared,
I thank God that you're here.
Because the fact that you're still with me teaches me a lesson.
That to lose you ...would be losing a blessing.