• adii_lah 34w

    And it came, smacking me in the face
    The thing I've been denying the most,
    The reason I had congratulated my heart
    That withstood such temptation and stayed strong...
    Today I felt weak, could not resist it anymore
    Those feelings I had when I had starry eyes,
    Foolish teenager was I then but not today
    How do I tell my heart not to skip a beat,
    How do I reinforce my barrier when all it takes is one glance from you to melt it all down
    The crushing reality is you are not for me
    Though stupid heart won't understand...