And it came, smacking me in the face
The thing I've been denying the most,
The reason I had congratulated my heart
That withstood such temptation and stayed strong...
Today I felt weak, could not resist it anymore
Those feelings I had when I had starry eyes,
Foolish teenager was I then but not today
How do I tell my heart not to skip a beat,
How do I reinforce my barrier when all it takes is one glance from you to melt it all down
The crushing reality is you are not for me
Though stupid heart won't understand...