• artist_without_art 10w

    Soul searching

    As everything galls me
    I begin to think
    Is it truly as horrible as I think
    Am I really depressed
    Or am I just hooked
    To the feeling of a grey melancholy?
    Am I being roped into doing
    What I am ?
    Or am I just too cowardly to
    Admit there's nothing I truly want to do
    Except laze around and
    Dream of the hieghts?
    What drove me before?
    Why does the thought of work overwhelm me,
    when it was all I once wished to do?
    Why can't it drive me now?
    Why did I begin to detest the very things
    That once gave me solace ?
    What have I become?
    And why ?