Dark red blood Dripping slowly from her arm Eyes filled with tears And her body was shivering in fear
She did it again today Even though she promised to herself That she would stop cutting But the darkness swept over her mind Again leaving her broken The sadness covered her completely Her arms felt like aching badly
So she searched for the blade And decided to cut away all her pain With three new deep cuts It gave a soothing vibe to her mind Even though it was hurting like hell
She started humming a self made Poetic lines with her rusty voice While sadness took over her and Tears started falling endlessly
"Oh mom! Oh dad! Sorry for being so bad I am sorry for hurting your feelings I am sorry for shattering your dreams I am truly sorry for being a dumbhead For never taking care of my future ahead I am just worthless For your love, for your care I am just tired of living This life is just hurting And this pain is never ending I wanna take my life Yet I am afraid to die I don't wanna make you cry Over this worthless body of mine So I am struggling to live So I am faking my smile So I am trying to look content Even though I am really tired Of always faking my feelings But I will do this for you Dear Mom, Dear Dad! I will fake every moment of my life To see a smile on your face!" In the end of the day All she can think is "Why is my life so ABSURD?"
And she went to sleep To wake up again To fight with her demons To fight from this world!
She is strongest than anyone Because she is still struggling Even though it is hurting her Cracking her body, piercing her soul Yet she hasn't given up. She is living and she will live Eventually, her struggle will win She will win She will snatch away her life From the dirty and vicious claws Of depression and suicidal thoughts. SHE WILL SURVIVE!!!