Out in the balcony, the sky was growing dark,
I kept my legs on the rails, and settled watching stars
The faint aroma of coffee still hung around,
made romance with my half-smoked cigarette...
Gleaming skyscrapers and the grey-black clouds,
There were no stars, but roars of wheels, pacing the darkness...
I was in search of peace, rearranging my thoughts..
Then I got stuck on thoughts of him, and suddenly everything disappeared..
I got chained to those memories, page by page, unfolding the chapters
I got scattered, and I roamed in and out, gathering the darkness
And it made me crave for his presence, his smell and his voice..
I couldn't resist, tears rolled down my cheeks
Thoughts were creeping up, but then this wind came out of nowhere..
It brushed my face, rescuing me from getting hurt, from bruises and scars..
I came back to the reality, things were all same, pretty much dope..