I thought it was a dream;
I thought it wasn't real,
But pain really hurts and it's really how I fear.
Memories keep coming back
And so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came,
It quickly disappears.
I don't know what is happening
, because you always held my hand.
You said you would never let go; that is what I don't understand.
So many promises you made, and more of them broken.
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking.
A lot of things I did not say;
Now I can't find my way.