• lovenayya 10w

    π‘†π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘Ÿπ‘¦ π‘›π‘œπ‘‘ π‘ π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘Ÿπ‘¦

    I know now that my transitions have gotten me to a place of growth and transparency
    I 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 amongst myself and the greatest lessons i’ve learned were from looking in the mirror and realizing I am π‘€π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘‘β„Žπ‘¦
    I can’t 𝑙𝑖𝑒 anymore
    I have to be honest with π‘šπ‘¦ feelings
    Sometimes β€œI love you” accidentally slips out my mouth to everyone
    Sometimes I think about what a future would be like π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž another human being
    Sometimes I listen to π‘ π‘Žπ‘‘ songs to drown out my own thoughts
    And sometimes I don’t read the Bible because I’m scared of the truth
    I’m human, 𝑏𝑒𝑑 no excuses
    I’ve got way too much time on my hands to write this
    My palms ache and I’m awake at 12:35am thinking about another and if I’m playing Russian roulette again with π‘šπ‘¦ heart
    This time I’m gonna be an open book to everyone though
    I’ll be shy and quiet but I’ll speak when I have to
    It’s okay for me to 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑙 up this feeling
    I graduated from past pain a long time ago
    So to all my exes new lovers ... excuse the mess I left behind as they try to search for me inside of you
    ΰ°Œπ‘β₯