I have wondering lately, how do
We not understand the way we
Connect and always complain.
Everything we do has some
Purpose. I have been meaning
To tell you I love your soul but
I thought, why words? Why not
Silence? Well, we focus on how
The words are said. We never focus
On how our silences speak. Do we?
I have been feeling a lot. Feeling you!
Reliving moments of past year.
We spent beautifully. We spent being
Away, closer and then being away.
We have always been like this.
Awkwardly distant; peacefully attached.
How we not understand, how we are
Dwelling in our thoughts and minds
All the time?! How we not know that
The unbreakable bond we share is
Something we have been craving?!
I have been thinking, how to shy away
From my feelings for you but oh love
You captivated my soul since
Time immemorial. I am a prisoner
Who is untamed yet the perseverance of my
Inner turmoil thrives for your torture.
I have been understanding how I am
Floating...sunken but floating in love.
We have been feeling this for a while now.
Do we not agree on the same page?
Are we through of all the hindrances?
I always ask for your permission to even
Step in. I believe it is how I am. But for once
I want to let go of my fear and hold your hand
And watch the sky go dark; only for my
Darkness to evolve with peace. You are
My person. You help me stay in
Whichever state I am and then create a
Chaos whatsoever. Do we know how it
Will be from now on? Do we know that
Falling was the hardest part. Now it's over!
We are bonded, strongly bonded. It doesn't
Change anything. It doesn't imply anything.
It simply exists like a hard core truth.