How I messed it
In a moment of deceit
I lost all i had in a fit
How could I have forgot
I was trusted with her heart
Dreams, passions, future
Promised to love and protect
I cant even use the excuse of nature
Why do i leave the best
Why do I have to settle for lust
That will only a moment last
All the time
All the memories shared
All the promises made
All the love given and gave
All of that, just like that, wasted
Do I get paid to be a fool?
Do I pay my self to be a fool?
Do I deliberately dive into foolishness?
Do I attract what I reject
and reject what attracts me?
Do I forget to remember?
Only to remember what I've lost?
Sad in deed, the nature in me
Sad in deed that I can't say No to me
Sad in deed, that faithful, I can't be
Sad in deed, a prisoner of lust
Sad in deed that I've become a crook
Sad in deed, I seem to have shot myself in the foot.
Wait, let me take you to the past.
When did it all start
The day I buried self control
Oh how the moral government fell
Slithering, lies and deceit
With this shovel I dig my own pit.
Irresponsibility meet indulgences who is the cousin of insecurity, who is
Friends with poverty, who is
Related to consequences, who is
A brother of pain, who is
In cahoots with suffering, who is
Definitely agreeing with regret.